life aint what it was before . . . .

Over the time I have seen many changes in my life... people come and go, thats why I trust nobody.. I don't depend on nobody to have my back, but my family... Everytime I close my eyes I remember seeing everybody who once said they would have my back, slowly starting to fade away, but I dont stop them though, they're free to do whatever they please.. im not going to chase after nobody... I was taught to never beg, or look back at things I did in the past, overtime you'll realize some things aren't woth fighting for... in this new life we live, many evil spirits live... people with merciless minds do things over God's limit because they claim they're fucked up in the head.. Now a days people are scared of even sending their kids to school because of all the evil that is out waiting to be set off... I wish I can close my eyes and watch all this pain just fade away into a place where it will never come bacck........